Ghindu nye kat honey kiter

Huhuhu 1st nite after 2 months tak berpisah dgn buah hati, adoiii berlinang air mata pg td bila tgk jam 9pg time daddy boarding to taiwan. Pulak dlm 930am koko nampak aeroplane kat atas tu dia tanya
Mommy, daddy inside that aeroplane ka?
Nak jawap apa sambil sidai baju, ai ckp la maybe
Terus dia senyum sambil melambai " bye bye daddy"
Hai anak, kamu mmg cekal, mommy ni msk dlm rmh teruih banjir kolam air mata
Ya Allah rindu nya kat buah hati
Separuh mati ku menahan kerinduan ini
Huhuhu
Kalau ikutkn mmg daddy nk bawa kami, lg pun cuti sekolah dh bermula, katanya dlm 3k je for whole family,  kami ade free stay. But since his purpose is to solve issue kt factory,  usually he will work late n no time to spend with us. Nak jalan mano kek taiwan tu den 3 beranak, nk ckp cino den x pandai, kot bantai ckp English kang org sana kot x reti
End up nanti kami stranded dlm bilik hotel kan
Baik x payah

So berpisah sementara la kami huhuhu
Rindu yg x tertahan, koko nampak cekal
Meimei kalau offline skype x nmpk daddy dia dia nangis huhuhu
Biase la pompuan, kaum hawa berhati lembut mcm mommy dia huhuhu

Alhamdulillah daddy selamat sampai taiwan spt yg dijadualkan
Smoga penerbangan blk dan perjlnan pulang dilindungiNYA.
Mmg sejak tragedy MH tu daddy agak cuak jugak
Dah cuba avoid outstation but ni dh x blh d elak
Last minute terpaksa pergi, hari khamis dt tau ahad have to fly
Huhuhuhu
Sblm pergi daddy bg semua password bnk acc dia, memula nk bg card, but mommy xnk la kang kot he need money there kn.
Pastu dia bg cash walhal sudah bg mommy c.card as usual la
Risau betul, katanya anything happen u terus transfer all rm tu your account before they freeze my acc
Then call my insurance agent, p.mutual agents and bla bla bla
Huhuhuhu I malas nk dgr tp have to hear la
Mmg buat mommy x3 sedih la daddy ni :(

I need him back safely,  children need him and me need him too.
It's not all, lg dia x sampai hati tinggalkan kami 3 beranak, he ask his mom to come stay, I ckp x yah la, but he said rabu br mak dia dtg, tp mak dia lg excited selasa dh nk dtg.
Kalau d ikutkan my mil ni keje tp demi anak cucu dia x kisah
Lg pun my son mmg rapat dgn naynay dia, ni dok tanya when naynay want to come?

Jauh d sudut hati I really appreciated her, ada gak kwn I kt rmh ni,
Bkn apa kalau ada daddy riuh sikit dgn bualan kami, bebelan dia, pertengkaran kecil kami hahahahaha
Bila dia tadak senyap sunyi jah
Ade mil ni kira hidup la sikit rmh ni....she really hardworking,  nanti berkilat la dapuq I kene sental, rmh I kene kemas huhuhu *malu

Owh esok nk kene gosok bontot kuali jd putih la, kalau x malu...asal dia dtg dia gosok bontot kuali I huahuahua

Mid year birthday party

Semalam mommy bizi sblh paginya membuat 50 pcs cupcakes untuk mid year birthday party and teachers day for koko school today. Tp mommy bg 25 pcs to school balance kami mkn sendiri la hihihi
Only 17 pcs is strawberry cupcakes and the rest is chocolate moist cupcakes with topping cream cheese (cheese meleleh). Sedapnya di tekak, koko preferred coklat flavour and of coz he love the topping.

Dah lama mommy cuti membaking ni, daddy ckp bila ada event aje baking, or else my cholesterol will increase.  For now my oven byk rest ajew, tp tgu la bln puasa nanti in sha Allah I dh listkan few cookies to bake! Yeay excited

So tmw is last day koko school,  isnin cuti sbb weekend tu diorg ada sport day (tp koko x terlibat lg sbb bwh umur) and selasa is parents day.
It's time to reveal koko achievement during his 1st assessment last week.  Gagagagaga
Biase la ada yg positive and negative input from teacher in sha Allah
Koko will improve

So far I m very proud of him, byk gr8 improvement yg koko dh buat
Esp kelas piano
Sejak 2 minggu ni Alhamdulillah he can play piano well.
Oh ya on 28 jun ni koko akan ada mini concert m he need to play 2 song, so that's y need practice,  and from there we can see he have improved a lot!
Bak kata pepatah, practice make perfect!

W7 - visit gyne & w8

This is backdated entry

Akibat ketaksabaran yg terlampau, isnin br ni kami berjumpa gyne for 1st time. Scan saje nk tgk kt mana fetus tu duduk, single ke twin and progress.  Alhamdulillah single fetus x merasa mommy nk twin gagaaggaga
Mase ckp kt gyne yg I pregnant,  dia semcm dh, dia tanya berapa org anak I ada, I ckp la 2.
Pastu scan, timbang berat, pastu I tanya la (saje tanya) bb dlm tu normal x tumbersannya since I still breastfeed.  Yelah, pengalaman keguguran yg bt I fobia, I takut tumbersan bb tu behind schedule ke
Ade doc tu ckp u shd stop breastfeed.  Tu la I suh dtg bt family planning tak nak dtg.
I dgn selamba menjawap,  mmg kami plan, kami plan to get pregnant now.
Doc tu bidas, ur body not fully recovered,  how come u said u plan?
I tak faham, so I diam je. Hubby yg carry daisy ambil keputusan dgr dan diam.
Doc tu sambung,  u still breastfeed mean ur body is not fully recover and ready for pregnancy.
U shd stop, pastu doc tu ckp kat daisy, baby u stop breastfeed ya.
Aaaaaaaaaa
The effect is not her but ur baby inside. Dia x cukup nk share nutrition dgn u dgn ur dotter.
U need to eat good nutrition food.
Or else u tak nampak kesan skrg,  but bila dh masuk sekolah nanti their brain slow.
Bla bla bla doc membebel
Seriously lepas keluar dr bilik doc kami rasa mcm tanak lg jumpa muka doc tu, I ckp dgn hubby nasib baik la xde gyne yg dekat dan convenient visiting hours mcm dia plus murah.
Kalau kpj mahal , dah tu dgn pembinaan mrt parking lot mmg ssh dt pastu only working hours sabtu halfday and kompom ramai. Same dgn annur or azzahrah. Nak tanak dengar la ckp doc tu huhuhu

Sejak mlm tu daddy ask me to stop bf meimei huhuhu
Dan 3 hari lepas tu meimei fully stop bf huhuhu
Senang aje rupanya nk stopkan meimei,  xyah sapu pape pun kt nipple tu, just told her nenen dh habis and she understands.
Tp mommy plak yg x puas, sbb susu still byk, even now 2 weeks after stop bf my breast still bengkak,
Daddy ckp jgn pump, kalau pump sama mcm still breastfeed,  still menjana susu huhuhu
So tahan aje la bengkak nye, kalau x tahan sgt mommy perah dgn tgn
Kadang2 saje offer kt meimei tp kan.....
Meimei pun dh tanak nenen
Dia geleng2 kepala bila mommy tanya nk nenen tak huhuhu
Uuuwaaaaaaaaa

W8 - mommy dh mula muntah2, selera mkn masih low
Masak masih malas, x tau bawaan budak gamoknye penyakit m ni.
Rase nk titon baring2 peluk meimei je, xnak menjait, xnak masak
Masak x lalu mkn, tp bila p mkn luar sedap, selera you esp menu yg pedas2
Craving for spicy food kali ni
Sbb mkn x betul,  sering kali kene pedih ulu hati huhuhu
Tido mlm pun dh kerap bgn buang air adoii la malas betul.

My next check up is on 2nd jun, in sha Allah
Doakn bb inside membsr dgn sempurna
Koko nk titi, asyik tanye bila titi keluar hahaha
Kalau dt meimei lg kesian koko :p

1y2m - chickenpox punya story

Huhuhu ni backdated story last week
8may genap daisy 1y2m, pastu ahad kan mother's day, daddy bawa kitaorg g petting zoo.
Mmg dh lama sgt plan nk bawa koko ke sana tp asyik tak berkesempatan jew.
Since all photos dlm phone daddy,  lain kali mommy buat entry ttg lawatan kami ke petting zoo di sri kembangan tu ya.
Yg nak habaq kt sini, pagi tu masa nk p zoo, mommy and daddy perasan yg muka daisy (atas mata kanan) ada few bintik merah. Kami sangka gigitan nyamuk,  tp daddy ckp dia ada sembur nyamuk dlm bilik sblm tdo. Since daisy xde demam, so kami don't really bother la. Dia pun act as usual, xde cranky and appetite as usual.
Ptg tu masa breastfeed daisy dlm kereta nk g umah my bil, I terasa biji2 atas kepala pulak mase tgh usap2 syg kepala dia, pastu teragak nk check kat kaki ha
I terjumpa 1 biji berair. Ha sah daisy kene chickenpox ni
Tp glad sgt2 dia kene mcm koko xde demam and mild sajok.
Masih active mcm biase.
Smlm rasa mcm lebih byk dr sunday tu (maybe sunday tu br jadi kan)
It's may took 1week to fully recover.
Alahai sian cik daisy, dah la x berkesempatan amik chickenpox vaccine.

Pastukan, dlm tgh kene chickenpox ni, daddy dgn kejam nya stop bekalan breast milk dia huhuhuhu
Ni gara2 kami kene tiau dgn my gyne la ni, further story nanti I up dlm entry pregnancy w7
Tp surprisingly,  daisy sangat bijak budaknya
Tak susah pun nak stop kan dia dr breastfeed
I just said "nenen finished oredi" sambil geleng2kan tangan, dia faham dan ikut geleng2kan tgn, then tunjuk kt basket fm.
Dah 2 malam dia tdo tanpa nenen,  sian.
Smlm due to my breast bengkak, I perah dan bg dia minum used cup, x sabar dia minum.
Pastu ptg, dia ssh nk tdo, dh la pg x tdo, masa tu daddy kt luar, hahahaaha I sumbat ja breast trus tdo ngeee
Mlm td langsung x nenen, sblm tdo I bg fm 3oz but she only drink 2oz.
I noticed she drink less milk recently,  but not too much worried sbb I provide her family meal yg cukup nutrition,  in sha Allah.
So walaupun x nenen mlm, I jugak xde bt susu tgh2 mlm :)

Sian daisy, mmg berat hati mommy nk stop tp demi kebaikan adik yg kt dlm tu, rasanya its ok daisy mengalah kn. Daisy dh bsr, Alhamdulillah 13kgs d cukup utk daisy dt sumber calcium dr makanan seharian. Adik kt dlm tu lebih penting tumbersannya skrg.

Mommy syg daisy so much!!!! Mmuuuahhhh

Card from koko

Alhamdulillah sejak koko belajar di appleking,  mmg x miss mommy dt card during mothers day

Happy sgt2

Apetah lg kad yg disusuli dgn ucapan kasih syg dr anak tersyg, sejuk hati mommy

Blk dr sekolah , dr dlm kereta till whole day he keep on repeating

Happy mothers day mommy,  I love u

Sambil senyum manis and kiss mommy

Ya Allah aku lah ibu yg paling bahagia ♥♥♥

Tahun ni daddy bawa kami ke petting zoo di sri kembangan sempena hari ibu.

Xde special gift or dinner sbb

Hari2 dh special ngeeee

Morning sickness sudah mariiii

Huhuhu
Letih loya lesu nk mkn xde selera even tekak rasa nk mkn mcm2
Aduiyaiiii
Bertabah la wahai mommy

W6 49kgs

6w update

Alhamdulillah sudah 6 minggu
Masih lagi belum g jumpa gyne for scan,  actually mcm tak sabar jugak nak tgk baby inside, tp rasanya tunggu 9w baru leh nampak jelas kan.
So far Alhamdulillah takde lagi morning sickness just tekak dah mula rasa kelat, selera makan yg sebelum ni membuak2 dah kurang, selalu tak lalu makan nasi, i mkn buah saje, minum juice, since 2 canister ESP dah sampai, now dh jd routine minum milo+oat+esp setiap pg dan mlm mcm dolu dolu
Kalau malas buat hubby tolong buatkan.
Alhamdulillah punya hubby yg penyayang dan ringan tulang, siapa kata housewife takde cuti?
Tu makna kesian kt hubby anda yg x rajin membantu.
Me kalau weekend seronok, hubby la yg kemas rumah, mop lantai, cuci dan sidai baju, tukar dan pasang cadar baru, mandikan anak2,  cuci poo meimei hihihihi
Belum lg gantung periuk
Ala...sebab tu bila isnin je I ade Monday blues
Tetiba rmh rasa sunyi sepi, rindu dgn en suami dan koko :(

Punya la excited biorpun 3rd baby, I dh cari nama baby tau hahahaha
Kene standby 2 nama, for now I dh siapkan nama baby girl, still searching for baby boy name.
Ngeeee
Tak boleh la share kt sini nanti tak surprise pulak

Hubby suh I cuti menjait dulu, katanya kalau nk jait, jait brg baby xpe
Bag or baju meimei xyah dulu
Pasai I tgh gian bt baju tdo meimei n nak buat baju raya pastu nk buat diaper bag la
Hahahahaa
Tp tu la asal mlm I suka tido berjemaah dgn diorg.
Maybe 1st trimester ni slow2 sikit, bila dh lepas br tiap2 mlm I merempit mcm zaman pregnant meimei dulu ngeeeee

Seronok menjait ni

Ha selain menjait, I dh list down kt biskut raya yg bakal d buat for my mom.
Antaranya

Tart nenas nyonya
Biskut lidah pelangi
Biskut makmur kurma
Snow almond
Cornflakes coklat
Krunchy almond
Chipsmore

Pastu kerepek la kot kalau x buat sendiri,  I beli je kt johor.

Biasa mmg I yg sponsor biskut raya d rmh mak since sejak keje dulu, walaupun mcm sudah2 3rd raya saya sudah balik. Rmh sendiri mmg takde tetamu, biasa hubby tapau aje biskut bawa office.
In sha Allah kalau larat byk la biskut raya omak den, tu pun ade plan nk buek carrot cake jugak tp kne tgk bile blknya, buat byk2 time rayo peti ice penuh kt rmh tu, sarat mana nk simpan kek den.

Shaklee and me

Salam hujung minggu semua
Apa habaq pengunjung belog ambo
Hari ni ambo nak share tentang "aku dan shaklee"
1st may 2014 akhirnya aku terjadi jugak shaklee member.
Many thanks to my dear friend aton yg sudi sponsored free membership for me.
Dah la free for lifetime,  mekasih aton.
Nak tau mcm mana boleh den terjebak jd member?
Nanti den citer kn di sini, sebelum tu den nak citer bagaimana den kenal shaklee ni.
Mungkin masa den amik shaklee dulu, my fren aton ni belum pun jd member (sbb mase tu dia xde la promote kt fb).

Okey, kisahnya begini
Mase tahun 2011, slps koko berusia 1 thn, I get pregnant
Mase pregnant tu I ade masalah keputihan,  ya agak teruk jugak, disebabkn I pregnant,  doc x blh bg ubat makan, so doc bg ubat yg sumbat msk kt cik V. Ade few times jugak la
Tp x baik pun, sampai la I keguguran huhuhu
After D&C ingat dah baik la keputihan tu, but tak,..ia dtg blk, and I pegi jumpa gyne and this time dia bg I ubat mkn and buat papsmear.
Alhamdulillah dr ujian pap smear I xde la ciri2 cancer or what ever but ade infection candida, so dia bg ubat mkn, sapu dan pencuci. Hubby pun x pasal2 kbe mkn ubat jugak.
Alang2 tu terus la I amik vaccine hpv utk elakkan cancer rahim.
Actually those story I ada share dlm tag "perihal wanita" "pregnant"

Tp my keputihan masih ada,  it go bila I mkn ubat n dtg blk bila I stop.
I mmg x bersama hubby lama jugak sbb masalah ni, n takut nk get pregnant selagi tak betul2 sembuh.
Dah bosan dgn ubatan dr my gyne, I try jugak cara traditional,  I beli 1 pdf dgn harga rm30 utk cara perawatan traditional but erm....I tak ikut pulak ye lah ade di suruh sumbat yogurt dlm cik V, ko nak ke bt mcm tu
Kang takut bkn bg cure bg lg teruk pulak huhuhu
Mmg stress giler babi la (ooppsss sorry)
I pegi keje bawa party liner byk, tiap 2 jam I tukar,  sbb rasa gatal.
I bawa pencuci wanita tiap kali masuk toilet. Huhuhu

Pastu I terai perawatan ayurveda dt pj, bade 3 bulan jugak I mkn ubatan diorg, nak kata ubat diorg ni dlm bentuk cecair, omg mmg tutup hidung la I nk mkn. Eeeuuuuu
Setiap kali jumpa diorg bill about 300++ dan x blh claim insurance
Tp org kata usaha kan, nk sihat I tak kisah
Mkn pun kne pantang
Hasilnya ia mengurangkn saje x cure betul2 jugak.
Masih ade tp xde la gatal lg,

So I rasa cukup lac3 bulan, mmg I keep in surfing how to cure keputihan ni
And 1 fine day
I found blog mommy iskandar
It's about alfafa product of Shaklee
So I said, y not give a try
So I beli la 1 bottle of 700 tab shaklee alfafa

Amazingly,  I mkn dlm 1 week aje, my keputihan terus hilang
Kering, bersih
My underware xde basah2 lg
I dah x perlu pakai pantylinear lg
I m super happy
I kata kenapa I waste my time,  money terai itu dan ini
Mkn mcm2 ubat, pajai pencuci wanita mcm2
Dgn hanya mkn 10 biji alfafa sehari in 7 days dah sembuh 100% masalah keputihan yg memhantui hampir 1 thn.
Fuhhh 1 beban berat dh hilang dr bahu .
Mmg lega and happy

Itu lah pengalaman pertama "saya dan shaklee"

Lepas tu mmg I keep alfafa always at home.
Masa pregnant kn , meimei I start amik esp sampai meimei 1thn.
I beli dgn aton la, sbb dia bg member price, so I malas nk register jd member sbb I pk I bkn nk buat biz,  support kwn2 sudah la kan.
I jd pelanggan shaklee setia, any fren yg tanya ttg shaklee,  I refer to her, even dia jauh nun d kedah sana hihihi

Till one day, recently, 
Shaklee keluar memo yg dealers dh x blh jual harga ahli to non members,  kalau get caught,  membership mereka kene terminate. 
Then I said , ok la I jd member sbb pikiaq2 I suka alfafa so much, I suka esp so much, and I l8ve vitamin e so much, maybe others products too, so I tanya blh la jd member secara free.
Memula aton kata kalau I spent 500++ or buy 1 Vivix I dt membership free, erm..
Suddenly she said, if I buy any 2 product she give me free membership
Aha....bagai org mengantuk d sorong bantal, I terus mintak 2 canister esp.
Dgn itu terus I dt free membership.
Selain I terus dt harga member utk seumur hidup, bila I beli brg byk mana pun brg tu, postage fee hanya rm10 saje. Kalau u beli dgn org yg guna pos laju 2 botol esp tu mau dt 20 rm kot sbb 1 esp dh 850gm. Tu yg I suka flat rate charge. :)

Apa beza vitamin e shaklee dgn amway (yg I slalu mkn) is amway tablet form, shaklee oil base tu yg I suka, sbb my gyne ckp oil base vitamin e is good esp utk wanita yg nak balancekan hormon.
Vitamin e is the answer,  selain nk maintain kn kecantikan kulit.
Kalau yg nak get pregnant,  pun elok mkn vitamin e utk balancekan hormon,  I mkn vitamin e bila planning Alhamdulillah within 1 month dh berhasil. Alhamdulillah

Nah, thats the reason y I jadi member shaklee akhirnya
Ngeeee

Pesanan penaja,
Kalau anda teringin nak terai mkn product shaklee,  mai pm cheq naaa
Ni true story dr pengalaman sendiri mkn product shaklee.