no others choice huhu

ini kesinambungan keserabutan kepala pagi tadi, td hubby cakap dia manage to call skool Abbie,
its not possible to delay abbie skool session (so takkan nak burn RM700++) yang kami dah bayarkan...
So option #2 is guna skool punya van, katanya utk 1 bulan fee 1 way only rm40, 2 ways rm65 tapi takde assistant. Dengan kata lain, driver tu la yg drive, handle kids dlm tu & turunkan budak (huhuhu...)
Daddy tak boleh nak risk kan mommy yg tgh sarat preggy drive for long distance & kelam kabut.
Daddy punya flexi working hours but he so tide up with his meeting & report , mommy pulak working hour x flexi, dtg lambat kang kene hentam, blk awal kene hentam, mia lagi la... tp keje mommy tak le sebusy daddy (kalau tak takkan ada masa main fb & blogging pulak :P )

So he willl talk to baby sitter utk make sure Abbie naik van dengan selamat. (I have to trust her & the van driver), and pray pray pray for Abbie safety.

So, this evening need to talk to baby sitter tentang fees Abbie bulan january.
Hubby kata, its hard to find new baby sitter (seems like we give up with her, even she take good care of our son). ...rasanya hubby macam berbelah bagi nak suh mommy terus bekerja atau resign. kalau tak takkan terpacul idea nak suruh mommy cari new baby sitter hohoho

Daddy cakap, kalau baby sitter tak nak turunkan harga (since we sent abbie halfday now) just pay her full as current we pay. Erm... I told hubby, just ask her how much she want... incase she ask us how much we willing to pay, we reduce la rm100 (kira dia tetap untung lebih la....) since asal tanya berapa fees baru, she keep saying will discuss with her husband....grrrrr

Kalau ikutkan hati mommy, hari ni jugak mommy nak tender surat resign, effective 1st febuary haahaha amik ko! Nak sangat 1 month notice kan.... kalau ikutkan mulut jahat mommy ni, nak aje cakap, we care about your pocket money, we want to sent our baby to u, kalau boleh 2nd baby pun kami nak hantar, tapi kalau u tak mahu help us, why should we help u??
Tapi akal waras mommy masih berkuasa, mommy let daddy do the talking, daddy more professional

Bagi mommy, kalau hal safety anak2 jadi pertaruhan, gaji mommy yang byk tu pun mommy sanggup let go, gaji daddy bukan x cukup utk sara kami kan...
Mommy memang nak & tak sabar sangat2 nak duduk rumah, jadi seorang ibu yang menjaga & mendidik anak sendiri. Yes, day by day i semakin miss my darling son esp bila dia selalu cakap tak mahu baby sitter.
I m not strong mom.... nanti kalau ada adik comel keluar, lagi la berat macam kapal selam mommy nak tinggalkan huhuhuhu